Trust is the Key.

I feel that my path is in the Shaman healing but I don't have the experience even though I have strayed from healing people cause when their mind refuses the treatment they blame me. You see I have a gift/curse that when I walk into any group of people I will know all their darkness all their pain and suffering without any spoken words. In the past I acted upon this feeling and helped those who needed it most but something happened and I trusted my personal abilities less and less. I am still in some denial but honestly the Native American shamans is so deeply a part of me I know their medicine and feel what it does. I believe I am enoughly gifted to serve medicine to people and guide them through their darkness as I know darkness all to well but I don't know where to start.

My Answer: Ask your Soul to put you on the path and then trust the time it will take. Just as you go to a restaurant and order food. Choose exactly what you want then trust them to bring you what you asked for, even if it comes to you not exactly as you wished for... Trust the process and go with the flow not against it. Trust is the key, not fear.

You were an Indian warrior in a past life. That is why you so resonate with it and know that you know! You hated the white skins very much that's why you were given the choice to be born in a discriminative country again to overcome and release the pain of it. The veils for you are lifting through each lesson and pain and you begin to remember. The only thing that stops you from remembering more and more is your fear because you don't trust, respect, and love yourself enough.

This is your Soul's ultimate goal! To bring you to love, respect, and to trust YOU. After you do, you will not allow anyone to disrespect or instill fear in you for your amazing Souls wisdom from many, many past lives before.

When you truly love, respect, and trust yourself you will automatically love, respect, and trust others but if you were taught through wars not to trust, love, and respect others, for they come to take your land, you are firmly swimming in a river of hate, fear, discrimination, and separation. That river is the old paradigm's energy.

The new 5D energy is teaching us to wake up and begin to love, respect, and trust ourselves first, before the collective (everyone else who is still swimming in the old river), will change (wake up), so we can begin to swim in the new river energy of, love, respect, trust, and oneness. Our Souls are working individually with each one of us.

This is why so many "conditional" marriages, contracts, systems, and governments are collapsing, slowly but surely because more and more we are individually waking up, refusing to be used, disrespected, and be treated like slaves. We are remembering how strong we are. We are saying no to the old!