Take Your Power Back

A close friend who I think might be my twin soul drifted away then I sent him a text. His immediate reply was good and was very accepting and sweet. We chatted back and forth for awhile and then I was tired, so we said our good nights. I felt happy knowing we still had our friendship, but as always with him, there was a Red Light up ahead. Later, after finishing our conversation, I received a friend request from a woman. I have never met her, but we do have one mutual friend on FB. At first I wondered whether to accept the friend request but was so curious about it that I did. Something pushed me to look at her photos and what I found was that he apparently had lied to me for the past year. I'm about to bore you with details of our short lived love affair because I need to understand why this happened.

Long story short, when he suddenly shut down in our happy time of our dating relationship, his reasoning was that he was going through deep depression, and that he only had time open on Sunday's. There were times where he would find a long weekend he could take off occasionally and use that time to go visit friends in CA and FL. I loved him so unconditionally that I kept patient and remained his loyal friend, hoping that someday he would be finished with his two extra jobs and have time for us again. This, because he always told me to be patient, and that he would be better when he can afford to leave the two part time ones (he was using that income to pay the divorce lawyers). We had maintained the friendship for nine months from his "shut down" point, all the while he had told me he could not deal with a relationship because he had no time or energy and could not be attentive to me the way I deserved. I think that the woman that friended me on Facebook is the person he dated for three months before he met me, and had lost interest in because he couldn't get along with her without drama.

From the first introductory hug we sparked like fireworks...instant chemistry, physical and emotion attraction and such an ease with talking, as if we had known each other for years. We both were vocal of how surprising this was and how we felt like we never experienced in our own marriages (30 yrs for him and 26 for me). We were both going through the separation periods of our marriages and so happy to have found such a beautiful connection. His wife became addicted to pain meds over the years and he went through much heartache. She apparently cheated on him as well. When we realized how strongly we felt for each other (right away after meeting on our first date).

It's always been gentle, sexy, kind, and I had also believed respectful, and honest until now. When I saw the pictures of him together on the woman's Facebook photos, I felt that very same mild electrical shock feeling in my heart and face that I felt that day he told me he had been with others during the 9 months when we were friends and I thought he was so alone and depressed the way he had told me during those months. As I kept seeing more photos, and read little posts that clearly showed his name mentioned as the only man in her life (in one pic someone posted the question asking "who is the dude?" and she replied, "my friend" even though when I see the history over 9 months, it is evident that they were a couple). I became hurt, but not enraged for some reason.

I'm so hurt and confused Yvonne... I need to understand what these things mean? What was the meaning of the mild electrical shock I felt in the two descriptions? I'm crushed. Is this what happens with twin flames?

My Answer: He's finding himself looking everywhere but within...those electrical shocks you felt are your emotional body reacting to a energy that is still stuck within you whenever "rejection" comes up. One of your biggest lessons to overcome here and now. Accept that rejection with love and light so that, that strong electrical current can shake loose and you will be free from anyone ever hurting you again.

That is called taking your power back. Not teaching you to be isolated and alone but to become strong within yourself where you will not allow such disrespect for you from anyone no matter the "love" involved. Where you will demand better treatment, and if you don't get it you will bow gracefully and say, "thank you, but no thank you, I am not interested to sit around and wait for you to make me happy! I will make myself happy enough for the both of us!"

This woman befriending you were in search of the same answers about "his missingness" of being with her completely" as she might still desperately wish for, the same way you did and might still do. The universe is allowing you both your answers and that's why the quick painful connection of truth for you both. This has nothing to do with twin souls.

Twin souls are being romanticized in finding that other half to "complete" you. You are already complete. You must just remember this and wake up to it within yourself.

Twin souls are the birth of two cells ready to come together to be born in a new baby to experience a new, never experienced before experience. Which means, just as on the smaller scale, a man and woman has relations then, two cells come together within the female to grow a baby for nine months before that baby gets born with amnesia.

The same for us on a larger scale. When the x and y or x and x cells are both ready with all lessons on this plane were learned and they do come together they have to grow for a larger period of similar to the nine months to grow together before they will be born on another dimension with new lessons. If you don't find your Twin Soul in this life time you are still on a path of learning to balance some karma and to release some stuck energies within your DNA structure.

Trust me you will know when you meet your twin soul. It will crack your Soul open to look at all you have learned. All you must still overcome and will show itself in each other.

As is above so is below. As in the macro so in the micro!